i recieved an sms yesterday and didnt realize why my tears started pouring out.
Final Word
i did love you. actually i looked for you forever. when i found you i swore to sweep you off your feet and to spend a lifetime with you.after so many months i look at my endless effort go down the drain. i gave you a chance. a little more time. you were the one that blew it. i finally decided to let you go even if it was gonna haunt me for the rest of my life. if you were gonna keep me waiting all my life i'd rather move on. thrust me on this one though. i NEVER did stop thinking bout you and loving you. i tried so hard to get you off my mind. everytime i close my eyes i see you. but even if it is so, i now come to apologize. if i ever made you feel like i cheated on you or something. im sorry. thrith is i still love you but i have to say good bye. Good Bye
if he wanted to give up so easily why did he start in the first place. if he wanted to leave why didnt he just ignore me. rather than putting me on this guilt trip. if he wanted to leave why didnt he just say its over and stop talking to me. why didnt he??!!
Confessions of Me
I am...
- dead
- suicidal
- melancholy
- empty
- stupid
- pathetic
- sad
- incomplete
- loveless
- heartless
- a failure
- hopeless
- faithless
- death
- blood
- crazy
- out of my mind
- brainless
- imperfection
- sorrowful
and you would be able to list down an even longer list than mine. so heres the long story cut short. dont expect extrodinary things from me. heck! dont even expect ordinary things from me. im not who you think i am
