sometimes being broken is the only way to live my life. even if i try to seek happiness, darkness triumphs at last anyway. i try and i try and try...i dont understand this. why do i keep getting my heart broken like this. my scars take time to heal but my heart will never be the same again. i feel stupid. to put so much thrust into u alone. this is wher the fairy tale always ends. usually cinderella gets her prince charming and live happily ever after. end of story. no one knows thers a continuous to this tragic tale. prince charming leaves cinderella broken. bleeding alone to face the world. with no one to cry on. this is the real LIFE. there's no need for wishing or dreaming that someday your prince charming will come and sweep u away into the horizon and u two live hapily ever after. THERE"S NO SUCH THING!!! its things like this that kill me so. i mean why would u say i love u if u know u'll never mean it.