To X,
Im sorry I did make you feel hurt. Im sorry if I did make you feel lost for that moment but you just wouldn’t listen to what I had to say. All you did was saw what was there and jumped to conclusions. You didn’t even let me say something. You just disappeared.
To Y,
I don’t know if you were trying to protect me or get me away from my friends that need me the most. That stunt you pulled back there wasn’t NICE. I can take care of myself and the complications you build up are for yours truly only. Don’t drag others into it.
To X,
I don’t know what you take me for. But sometimes its more complicated than it meets the eye. I still til today wonder why did you remember me so well. I don’t know what came into your mind when you saw it. Truthfully you never did want an explanation at all did you?
To Y,
Disregarding how people would feel you just think without acting. At the beginning I realized you WERE trying to protect me. But now I realize that wasn’t what was planned in your draft. You can tell me this is no good, that is no good. But I make my decisions and if they don’t go to your liking you just force it to be.
To Z,
You’re last. Cause you were the one that wanted it. and you were the one that pulled the plug. Not me. YOU. And now you come crying back to me. What’s that??!! Indirectly you were asking me to move on. But now im not even sure what you want bcuz you have no idea where your actions lead to. And when you try to repair the damage and even if you do. It’ll never be the same. I DID reserve a place for you. Too bad you blew it.
To X,
I entirely or more likely understand how you feel. To lose someone so close to you isn’t easy. Especially for you. But sometimes things aren’t always what they seem. I’m saying once more I’m sorry. If I knew Y was going to pull suck a dirty trick I wouldn’t have gone near Y at all. Seriously I’m not writing this apology just because of the guilt but also because I broke my promise. Gomenasai…
An apology letter for a someone who was hurt deeply
Just because of my careless ness
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