i must have been crazy to do this but i did. stayed up late and as time tick to 12 midnight i blew off the candle on my own cake , sang myself a birthday song. my birthday had nothing special plans. no one did anything. besides even my mum doesnt care. im left alone at home after work on my birthday. theres somethign wrong with the picture. i wonder why i still put up with the worst of my life as it gets worst day by day. sorry you ppl who called at midnight to wish me. i left my phone upstairs to charge. thanks by the way. at least you remember. some ppl actually dont even know what date today is. wth! if they remember they'll wish me. if they dont...they dont. this year is officially the worst year of my life. the fact that well half the ppl i know forgot plus my family forgot along with them. not a single wish from any of them. WTF! IDC!! i'll be writting another entry later on this unfortunate birthday on thursday the 16th. my plan to celebrate it at least with my frens went wrong. STUPID SCHOOL!!!! just had to have the holiday on the thursday on this week!!! sigh. its not like i have a choice to change what bad luck that is thrus upon me. if i had a chance to actually change my life...believe me i would. i feel so forgotten on the only day i look forward to year after year.why is this happening to me. ive been eating buckets of ice cream since 9 am. my teeth feel cold. sigh.