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Thursday, November 16, 2006
i must have been crazy to do this but i did. stayed up late and as time tick to 12 midnight i blew off the candle on my own cake , sang myself a birthday song. my birthday had nothing special plans. no one did anything. besides even my mum doesnt care. im left alone at home after work on my birthday. theres somethign wrong with the picture. i wonder why i still put up with the worst of my life as it gets worst day by day. sorry you ppl who called at midnight to wish me. i left my phone upstairs to charge. thanks by the way. at least you remember. some ppl actually dont even know what date today is. wth! if they remember they'll wish me. if they dont...they dont. this year is officially the worst year of my life. the fact that well half the ppl i know forgot plus my family forgot along with them. not a single wish from any of them. WTF! IDC!! i'll be writting another entry later on this unfortunate birthday on thursday the 16th. my plan to celebrate it at least with my frens went wrong. STUPID SCHOOL!!!! just had to have the holiday on the thursday on this week!!! sigh. its not like i have a choice to change what bad luck that is thrus upon me. if i had a chance to actually change my life...believe me i would. i feel so forgotten on the only day i look forward to year after year.why is this happening to me. ive been eating buckets of ice cream since 9 am. my teeth feel cold. sigh.
1:40 PM
Can I Turn Back Time?
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
so i havent been such a good girl for the past few days. what the heck!? yesterday skipped taekwondo and well...just hang out here and there with hui xin and ying ying. actually the dissaster started when i didnt see my mum coming and didnt really care. id rather not go home. go play ground...yacky yak...bla bla bla...played five stones and well...din see my mum. she came all angry and in de car was a long lecture that awaited me. haih. she complains bout the usuals. my anti tb mum...tomorrow no school. cuti spm. the rest was just plain dumb. wtf! my life is memang dumb. wonder why i still put up with it day after day.
story by
me,
huei cwin,
cecilia,
sarritha,
keishailla,
hong hsuan and
andrianna
I am an owl.
I am big and fat. I eat hot dog. The dog is my dog.
It has six to ten ass. I eat the ass of the dog.
One day, the ass ate me. I hit it and it was in the bed. And we had sex on the bed. The bed was in a bag. The bag is in a box. The box is in the car. And the car is in the sea. The sea is in the sky. The sex was fun. We did it! And we got an egg. And as an owl i ate the egg.
The ass was sad. It got mad. It ate me. THE ENDD!!!!!
3:49 PM
Can I Turn Back Time?
Friday, November 10, 2006

days get worst and worst. after two days continuously playing basket ball my whole body ached. plus the fact that i still have to work. worst comes to worst school is doing stupid activities. the rest.. i have no comment...
3:14 PM
Can I Turn Back Time?
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
today's the best day of my life!!!! two hobbies in one!!! wakaka. started raining. me huei cwin played basket ball in de rain!!! got all soaked!!! XD. then bowie joined. so flooded cant even dribble the ball. haha. i shot 3 point ball!!!!! lol only one la... still hapie! tomorrow play again. but grantee will be very hot cuz today rain ade. hurried to bowie's house by 3. note to ppl who have idiotic mothers like mine ur uniform which is soaked needs more than one hour to dry. even if u iron it. plus use the hair dryer to dry ur socks. plus remember to dry ur shoes. my she got all muddy.full of grass sumore. haih. happie today!!!!!!tomorrow calss party!!! wakakaka.
4:59 PM
Can I Turn Back Time?
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
today was just plain dumb. school put on so much rules for the class party. better not call class party. it wont even be a party. dumb school! then some teachers wan to finish sylabus so have to bring the book. haih. puhlezzz we already finish with the exams. let us play and have fun. and the rest fo my day is tiring. work and music class.
7:48 PM
Can I Turn Back Time?
Monday, November 06, 2006
back from hectic day after school and work. played articulate with huei cwin, sarritha, ramana, keishailla and hong hsuan. make so much noise. heh. 2 E speciality. MAKE NOISE!!!! then practise choral speaking. keish becum de conductor. heh. she din even memorise de script. she took my script since she lost it. and today school finish at 12. forgot to tell mum. anyways mun mun teman me until 1.30. time seems to just go so slowly. plus i never wanna se any of the three bitches ever again. they keep saying rubbish that are not true. i dun lyk that. its wrong. they summore drink beer. NOT COOL!! ( but they think it is). go home change and get to work. today no friends on the shift. so sad. XD. mai make new frens. i lurve my jobs though it can be pain sometimes. cut my hand today. bleeding like hell. hurt as much too. bleeding stoped. haha. believe it or not. i din shed a tear. ^^. Thanks for dinner che!! youre de best!!! then back home to where i am right now. i havent opened my pay check envelope yet. haih. dun wan ler. later my mum take. tomorrow is another day
9:45 PM
Can I Turn Back Time?
Sunday, November 05, 2006
the hectic day today begun at well 3 am. somehow i cant sleep. nothing to do til 7am haih. walk around and waste time. went to de market to buy groceries. orders from mum. after that was time to ****. by the time i reached there my frens all there ade. lucky im not late. hehe. *** as always will be hectic on sundays. no difference. extra lot of work only ma. so many ppl come today. much much more than usual. my face numb ade. keep on smiling. my legs hurt as usual so is my hands. carry 4 plates at once or not cannot catch up with de ppl. so freaking crazy today. summore today work overtime. thanks jake! kor if u din give me a ride home ar i think ill only reach home...really late. summore raining. thanks so much! haih. what i hate most is cleaning up the tables. man is irritating and disgusting as well.... a days work can be just so freaking tiring. practically half dead......Zzzzz
3:20 PM
Can I Turn Back Time?
Friday, November 03, 2006
today wus plain boring. nuttin to do. nothing to do also. stayed back. first it wus for cf then i ponteng as usual and go celebrate two girl's birthday. one is my fren de other is an idiot. anyways, she didnt come so just play basket ball lo. somehow its no fun playing with ppl who r idiots. they go an throw flour on my uniform. my hair also got. summore take cake and do my face. thats why theyre called idiots. dunno how to behave. act until like jakoon. my face all full of chocolate and my hair and uniform all white. worst comes to worst my mum saw me there. and i got a full time lecture in the car all the way to the house. today is like any other day. nothing special. just hate those form 1 girls. think i stupid ar. im not deff u know.... i can hear u and i can understand cantonese. sigh
5:11 PM
Can I Turn Back Time?
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[+] Been Dead For 15 Years [+]
[+] Dead Since 16 November [+]
[+] Murdered By The One I LOved [+]
[+] RIP To Me [+]
[+] RIH To Me [+]
[+] Do I Have A Heart? [+]
[+] Death [+]
[+] Kimono [+]
[+] Lolita [+]
[+] Nightmares [+]
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