today!!! is another living proof that guys a idiots..or..im jus retarded....somethings definately wrong with me....i cant find a single guy that i can thrust after what happend...either that or the guy's just too idiotic and desparate... ok ok ok...enough bout this crap!!! today was just boring at tuition...except for the fact that stilll remains...emily lurve irritating me...i somehow get real irritated but dont show it....shes unbearable....>< wats wrong with looking around class?! i mean its boring and im trying to entertain myself... it's impossible to understand what's going on through a guy's heart u told me that u wanted me and now that i've given u everything, u tell me ur leaving u told me it was the first time you felt this way, and said that i was special ii believed you and it was my happiness *you should have told me your feelings have faded *i had no idea, and i continued to depend on u *although i say i hate you now, ill be missing u *because im a girl , to whom love is everything ^they say when u give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored ^and now i know that's the thruth ^although i tell myself, i'll never be tricked by love again ^i fall in love, and my heart is broken again repeat* repeat ^ please dont break the hearts of girls, who would do anything for love i didnt know that living this life while being loved would be so hard although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing u because im a girl, to whom love is everything