Sp3cial Story Fr0m M3 H34rt

"i wanted to tell her. i wanted to let her know. i wanted to be more than friends" how i wish i could as i watch us graduate pre school. she's my best friend. she thanked me for being a great friend and left. we met again as faith did its part to give me another chance. to my joy she still remembered me. she never forgotten my smile. we spent every counting moment we had together at high school. but the thruth is i never did get the guts to tell her my long lasting feeling for her. soon it was graduation and itll be over. after graduation she came up to me and thank me for being a great friend.i wanted to tell her. i wanted to let her know. i wanted to be more than friends. i got up the bus as i watch her dissapaer into the black limo. years passed but we still kept in touch. she told me a lot about her new fiance. she even invited me to her wedding. it was a tragic heartbreak but went anyway as a friend. she looked like an angel in her silky white gown with flowers in her hair. she kissed me on the cheek and thank me for being a great friend and for always being there for her. well, all i did was smile. why could i just say it out?? she said those two word ' i do ' meant to me that she was now and foreven not mine anymore. she was someone elses. i wanted to tell her. i wanted to let her know. i wanted ot be more than friends. now, only once in a while we'd keep in touch but still be as close as we were in pre school. one stormy night, i recieved a call from her husband imforming me of the death of my dear and beloved friend.i was speachless, it seems i just let her slip off my hands. i arrived at her funeral the following day. i watch her in her deep slumber. i wanted to tell her, i wanted to let her know. i wanted to be more than friends. i volentered to help her husband clear up her things. while i was picking up her old stuff. a book fell out from the shelves. i flicked the pages. my eys began to water.

how could i have missed thins chance. how could i have let him go. did he not have enough time. i wanted to tell him. i wanted to let him know. i wanted to be more than friends. and now. i could never spend my life with the man i truely love. though....i still wish i could