once again...i welcome one and all to my dreadful blog where i put down all my pathetic llifes memories to share with all of u. and to make u cherish ur life mmore cuz my life is the worst of them all. all i plan to do this holiday is sulk in fornt of the computer whole day when my mum has to plan all these pathetic and idiotic family fun time...game time..sharing time.. its pathetic. i could have reached lvl 20 if it wasnt for all these time wasteing things. most people know im antisocial. so why am i drawn into a family who is so socialable. everytime we go to someones i house wheters its a party lyk todays ill jus sit by a table ignoring everyone else and anyone who talks to me enjoying my book. one thing i dont lyk bout these kind of functions is there are so many ppl at one place i actually feel like im gonna drown. and then there are idiotic boys plus girly girls whom i dont seem to fit in with. so why try. itll jus end up the same. i dont lyk make up. i dont lyk dresses. i dont lyk play boys. i dont lyk guys who act cool. i dont lyk ppl who force me. face it i dont lyk anything bout my life. life sucks