here's a little part of me thats still a little gurl. i sleep with my fav little plushie pig. i've had it since i was like a baby. this post might sound totally absurb but i dun care! the pig wus always there when my frens turn me down and my family just dont go right. i hug it to sleep and it always kept me company when im alone. its so called my bestie. ^^. im still a kid now!! and i like being a kid!! its better than growning up anyways. well. last night i could ifnd it. usually it would be my sis trying to hid it or something.so i went looking all round the world for it. and could find it. my sis din hid it. then, i saw sumthing in de bin in my mums room. my mum tore my plushie pig apart!my poor pink plushie pig is gone! she distrpyed my pig >.< my fav. little pig. gone!!how could she do this to me? how could she just disorient my stuff like that. i bet next she'll break the guitar. since she's been complianing so much bout my playing to her is noise.i cried myself to sleep yesterday. some might be laughing at me reading this but that pig means alot to me. losing is jus like losing something u could never replace. i din bother to ask. since she found my seni paper tat night. i didnt want to quarrel wit her.i tucked myself to bed early and cried myself to sleep. and i tot my day was getting better when it just got worst. why is it that my life couldnt get better but only could get worst. god!!! whats wrong with u!! why do u keep torturing me like this. why dont u judt take life from me. rite now!!!