besides de fact tat my mum's killing me so much... she even wants to read my blog.... AS IF>>>> she cant even operate de computer let alone connect de internet line.... summore wan to read my blog.... GO TO HELL!!!!! i really wanna die today... i feel like well me actually... wit my sis getting me in trouble AGAIN.... she always uses her CRY BABY TACTIC..... pathetic... i feel like crying... my mum took my freedom.... she took my dignity.... now she's gonna take away my all time joy of life??!!!!! i wanna celebrate my birthday like i did last year... i wan all my frewns to be wit me... i wan all of us to jus spend time doing nothing..... NOW!!!!!!!!! I CANT!!!!!!!!!!! she wont let me... id ratehr not go to tat stupid holiday trip than not celebrate my birthday..... I DONT CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU PAY FOR IT!!!! NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME YOU SPEND TO GET IT DONE!!! I WILL NOT GO!!!!!!!!! i really dont wanna not celebrate my birthday.... i was counting de days til my birthday... until today... i really hate my mum..... she seem so nice to me at de begining of de day. then she jus blabed it out!!!! i dunno why i have her as her mum.... maybe.... she's my step mum... my real mum die when i was born.... tats why she love my sis more cuz she was de wan ta concieved her... either ta or she jus hates me!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn she wus discussing my sis 's brithday party in front of me.... i feel like F!*King her!!!!! i really felt like crying.... I WAN TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!