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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
im prctically living the worst nightmare of my entire life. no one cares. my mum tortures me like nobody buisness. my school life? dont even get me started. first it was the whole i hate you you hate me thing. then i was kong love wai yee thing. then i was i dunno wat thing cuz they wont tell me. then i was the bowie house thing. after that is the pei yee screaming at me thing plus the HITTING!!! and then it was de hair cut thing. then it was de lesbian thing. then it was the wen gin is a bitch thing. then it was ying ying and wen gin thing. then it was no more wen gin and ying ying. then was my mum's an evil dictator thing. then it was playing swing is my hobby. then was my mum's killing me. then it was I HATE MY LIFE!!!!
GOD!!! TAT FELT GOOD!!!
today was nothing different from any other day...
you'll soon grow bored of my blog and so will i.....
jus went to de playground...
didi some crap. and well tats bout it...theres no spark being wit ppl you barely know...
i had fun today though....
ying ying and i played onde swing....childish i know...
but its fun...i kinda feel bad...huei ciwn feels left out...
i can see it...i would too if i was in her place..
its her last year here...maybe wanna do some surprise party for her
just to say good bye...she'll cherish it!! hehehe..
i feel kind of bad...sometimes...leaving my other frens for my other frens...
both gangs are my frens...
but they dont actually see eye to eye...
so i cant spilt myself into half you know....
so...srry you guys if i ever deserted you...
hahaha...im like writing a will or sumthing..
anyway im jus tryin to be happy so excuse de fake-ness...
~ peace out ~
4:43 PM
Can I Turn Back Time?
[+] ' ' ' IcHiGo [+]
[+] Been Dead For 15 Years [+]
[+] Dead Since 16 November [+]
[+] Murdered By The One I LOved [+]
[+] RIP To Me [+]
[+] RIH To Me [+]
[+] Do I Have A Heart? [+]
[+] Death [+]
[+] Kimono [+]
[+] Lolita [+]
[+] Nightmares [+]
[+] Grudges [+]
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[+] Undone Will [+]
[+] Freedom [+]
[+] Happiness [+]
[+] Electric Guitar [+]
[+] .... [+]
[+] ,,,,, [+]
[+] '''' [+]
[+] No Last Words Required [+]
begin a telegram stop
i am ichigo stop
i need to kill myself today stop
and ill meet you in hell if i have the chance stop
before i go i need to tell you something stop
your sins ill bring to my grave stop
my forgiveness you shall have til the day you die stop
and that is sooner than you think stop
end of telegram stop